27/3/2008 - i guess it's time for me to let you go
mislim da sam uradila najtezu stvar u zivotu - pustila osobu koju najvise volim da ode 
and all that could have been
Breeze still carries the sound
Maybe I'll disappear
Tracks will fade in the snow
You won't find me here
Ice is starting to form
Ending what had begun
I am locked in my head
With what I've done
I know you tried to rescue me
Didn't let anyone get in
Left with a trace of all that was
And all that could have been
Please
Take this
And run far away
Far away from me
I am
Tainted
The two of us
Were never meant to be
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me
Gone fading everything
And all that could have been
Please
Take this
And run far away
Far as you can see
I am
Tainted
And happiness and peace of mind
Were never meant for me
All these
Pieces
And promises and left behinds
If only I could see
In my
Nothing
You meant everything
Everything to me
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"Something I Can Never Have"
I still recall the taste of your tears.
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.
[Chorus:]
You make this all go away.
You make this all go away.
I'm down to just one thing.
And I'm starting to scare myself.
You make this all go away.
You make this all go away.
I just want something.
I just want something I can never have
You always were the one to show me how
Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now.
This thing is slowly taking me apart.
Grey would be the color if I had a heart.
Come on tell me
[Chorus]
In this place it seems like such a shame.
Though it all looks different now,
I know it's still the same
Everywhere I look you're all I see.
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be.
Come on tell me
[Chorus]
I just want something I can never have
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Thinking About You
Yesterday I saw the sun shinin'
And the leaves were fallin' down softly
My cold hands needed a warm, warm touch
And I was thinkin' about you
Here I am lookin' for signs of leaving
You hold my hand, but do you really need me?
I guess it's time for me to let you go
And I've been thinkin' about you
I've been thinkin' about you
When you sail across the ocean waters
And you reach the other side safely
Could you smile a little smile for me?
'Cause I'll be thinkin' about you
I'll be thinkin' about you
I'll be thinkin' about you
I'll be thinkin' about you
I'll be thinkin' about you
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wet sand
My shadow side so amplified
Keeps coming back dissatisfied
Elementary son but it's so…
My love affair with everywhere
Was innocent why do you care
Someone start the car
Time to go…you’re the best I know
My sunny side has up and died
I'm betting that when we collide
The universe will shift into a low
The travesties that we have seen
Are treating me like Benzedrine
Automatic laughter from a pro
My what a good day for a walk outside
I'd like to get to know you a little better baby
God knows that I'll really tried
My what a good day for a take out bride
I'd like to say we did it for the better of
I saw you there so unaware
Those hummingbirds all in your hair
Elementary son but it's so
The disrepair of Norma Jean
Could not compare to your routine
Balarama beauty going toe to toe
My what a good day just to let it slide
I'd like to say we did it for the better of
I thought about it and I brought it out
I'm motivated by the lack of doubt
I'm consecrated but I'm not devout
The mother, the father, the daughter
Right on the verge just one more dose
I'm traveling from coast to coast
My theory isn't perfect but it's close
I'm almost there why should I care
My heart is hurting when I share
Someone open up and let it show
My what a good day for a walk outside
I'd like to think we did it for the better of
You don't form in the wet sand
You don't form at all
You don't form in the wet sand
I do Yeah
You don't form in the wet sand
You don't form at all
You don't form in the wet sand
I do
20/2/2008 - there goes my hero - he's ordinary
Na danasnji dan, 1967. godine, rodjen je Kurt Cobain.
-words are very unnecessary-
moj heroj..zauvek..
6/2/2008 - Control OST
Control OST
- soundtrack koji ne moze da dosadi -
Control je odlican film Antona Corbijna koji se njime dokazao i kao reditelj a ne samo kao fotograf poznatih licnosti. Posto film opisuje zivot i smrt Ian-a Curtis-a, logicno je da najvise ima pesama Joy Division-a, ali se pored toga mogu cuti i Iggy Pop, The Buzzcocks, John Cooper Clarke koji u filmu peva pre nego sto Joy Division izadju na binu, David Bowie i The Sex Pistols cijim je koncertima Ian prisustvovao, kao i New Order, The Velvet Underground, elektronski Kraftwerk sa pesmom od preko 11 minuta, ali i bend za koji su Joy Division verovatno predstavljali jedan od uzora – The Killers, koji su ovom prilikom obradili njihovu pesmu Shadowplay, dok je Cast Band obradio Transmission. Pesme JD-a jos vise dobijaju na znacenju posle odgledanog filma, tokom kojeg i stvaramo uvid u to pod kojim su okolnostima nastale, Ian-ova stanja svesti u odredjenim trenucima, njegov odnos sa zenom iz koga nastaje legendarna Love will tear us apart, itd. Da ne ulazim dalje u detalje o filmu i bendu, ovo je u svakom slucaju odlicna kompilacija koju mozete pustiti da ide u pozadini dok radite nesto, da je slusate u prevozu, ali i da joj se skroz prepustite i posvetite bez i najmanje zelje da neku od ovih pesama preskocite ili promenite.
4/1/2008 - ova nova
evo, jos jedna godina vise..ili manje, zavisi iz kog ugla se gleda. ali nema nekih novih stvari, na tv-u becka filharmonija, domaci filmovi i serije po ko zna koji put, tv show narodnih pevaca, izborne kampanje.. spremanje ispita, hrana, hrana, alkohol, hrana...
mada..koncert rhcp-a je bio odlican! snimak, montaza - sve! najvise me je odusevila higher ground atmosfera sa majicama (kao '80-tih), i naravno sos..koji mi je tesko da gledam :( i onaj natpis na kraju "john we love you" :(
da li se kod tebe nesto promenilo?
gledanje: (film) control
slusanje: puscifer
20/11/2007 - my heroes..but not for one day!!
moji omiljeni muzicari:
18/11/2007 - here I go again
deep beneath the cover of another perfect wonder where it's all white as snow
salim se. nisam bas snow-hater, ali stvarno ne razumem ovu odusevljenost snegom. sa svih strana 'jaoo, prvi sneg' kao da im je prvi u zivotu. a sto je najsmesnije, mislim da nije ni prvi ove godine, tj. ako ga je bilo u januaru, februaru, martu 2007. onda sigurno nije prvi sneg o.g. :) kod mene izaziva skroz drugacije zelje: zelje da ne izlazim nigde po toj hladnoci, ionako se skroz isprskas, iskaljas, zaledis.. brrrr. a meni u stanu 30 stepeni - majica sa kratkim rukavima :) pa neka pada, who cares.. Niandra LaDes wears usually just a t-shirt ;) i tako..bas mi je potrebno da odmorim malo..zbog par prethodnih dana koji su bili naporniji od onog sto sam ocekivala ;) kasnije ce mi doci drugarica, veceras u Utisku nedelje je gost Cedomir Jovanovic (moj predsednik) 
a verovatno cu u medjuvremenu odgledati i neki film..i spavacu 
preporuka za slusanje: red hot chili peppers - stadium arcadium
preporuka za citanje: bilo sta od dostojevskog
preporuka za gledanje: ghost world
11/11/2007 - easy like Sunday morning...
...ko voli Faith No More 
Know it sounds funny
But I just can't stand the pain
Girl I'm leaving you tomorrow
Seems to me girl
You know I've done all I can
You see I begged, stole
And I borrowed
Ooh, that's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning
That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning
Why in the world
Would anybody put charms on me?
I've paid my dues to make it
Everybody wants me to be
What they want me to be
I'm not happy when I try to fake it!
No!
Ooh,that's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning
That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning
I wanna be high, so high
I wanna be free to know
The things I do are right
I wanna be free
Just me, babe!
That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning
That's why I'm easy
I'm easy like Sunday morning
Because I'm easy
Easy like Sunday morning
Because I'm easy
Easy like Sunday morning
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a ko voli NIRVANU:
Sunday morning is every day for all I care
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Kako god..meni se nikad nista ne radi nedeljom. Nedelja je dan za lencarenje. Ne moras na fax/u skolu/na posao.. Ova nedelja je pocela lepo: Rafa je pobedio, i fali mu samo jos jedna pobeda za plasman u polufinale sto ce i ostvariti uz moju podrsku 
Dobio je poziv da dodje u BG 7.12. i ako se to desi, hehe, bojim se da moje srce nece izdrzati 
Jos nesto - sledece nedelje ce se znati zvanicno, ali najverovatnije dolaze The Smashing Pumpkins u Arenu 27.1. 
I to ce biti bas lep koncert. Malo mi je bzvz sto sve trpaju u Arenu jer mislim da ce biti poluprazno (ili polupuno, zavisi od ugla gledanja). SP jesu dobar i poznat bend...ali 20 000 - no way!
Gleda mi se neki lep film. Trenutno skidam Ask the dust, radjen po knjizi John-a Fante-a. Mozete ga pogledati i veceras u 22h na tv Cinemania-ji! Kad se to zavrsi, na red dolazi Jamon, jamon A kad sam vec pomenula Fante-a, evo jos jedne moje preporuke - njegova knjiga Put za Los Andjeles 
Skinula sam i Springsteenov koncert iz 2001. (NYC) - odlican!! Jeste da je oko 1,4 GB, ali vredi - 2 sata svirke (u svojim pedesetim)! E da, mozete poslusati i bend Nine Black Alps! Sad su objavili drugi album, mlad ali jako dobar bend!
PoZdRaV!
8/11/2007 - Bog ti pomogo, sitni demone
Preporucujem novu knjigu Marka Vidojkovica "Bog ti pomogo" - zbirka prica napisanih 1999. i 2000. godine. Imam i volim sve njegove knjige, ali ovo je malo drugacije...kada pricom od 5-6 strana moze vise da se kaze nego nekim romanom od 1000. Ako volite Fantea, Bukovskog, svidece vam se! Ko nije citao nista od Marka, neka pocne sa ovim
Uostalom, evo i recenzije zbirke:
"Svakome ko je voleo romane Marka Vidojkovica, taj samo strascu i smehom ublazeni overdouz sumracne stvarnosti Beograda, njegove ce se price uciniti poznatimi bliskim, jer su nastanjene u istom tom svetu u permanentnom, nedovrsivom raspadanju. A opet, bice mu i sasvim nove, jer se Vidojkovic u pricama nesputanije igra, opustenije pusta perverznoj masti da ga vodi kuda ona hoce, a on ce vec nekako - ili nece - uhvatiti prikljucak. A kad ubode pravi akord, onda Marko V. zestoko tera do kraja: zato su ove price nesto kao Vidojkovic u 100% koncentrovanom izdanju, pa vi sad vidite jeste li spremni za to!"
Eto..to je moja preporuka za citanje
A preporuka za slusanje - Nine Inch Nails, album With Teeth Ili napravite sami neku NIN the best of kompilaciju, uz obavezne: The hand that feeds, Only, Head like a hole, Closer, Survivalism, We're in this together, Into the void...i prelepe Trentove balade: Hurt, And all that could have been, i moja omiljena Something I can never have
8/11/2007 - California, rest in peace
moj mini-vodic kroz Kaliforniju...
Dakle..upoznavanje sa zastavom (California animal is a bear) i mapom:
onda idemo autoputem 101 i uzivamo u prelepim pejzazima
mozete izabrati downtown LA
beverly hills
da setate Sunset Boulevard-om
ili uzivate na nekoj od prelepih kalifornijskih plaza, kao sto su
Malibu
Venice
Santa Monica
ili moj omiljeni Redondo
7/11/2007 - About a girl
Dakle..nesto o meni, osim onih najosnovnijih stvari iz Blogoye profila:
Studentkinja druge godine Engleskog jezika i knjizevnosti; moja najveca ljubav je psihologija, ali to je d(r)uga prica, pa sam engleski upisala samo zato sto mi "dobro ide". Najidealnije bi bilo kad bih zavrsila ove 3 godine (posto je sada studiranje 3+2), i onda da odem u Los Andjeles (grad mojih snova) i tamo upisem psihologiju i ostanem zauvek da zivim, bez ikakvih namera da se ikada vratim ovde. Mnogima je poznato koliko clanovi Red Hot Chili Peppers-a obozavaju Kaliforniju, ali je zanimljivo to sto NIKO od njih nije odatle. Tako da - nije bitno odakle si, vec gde pripadas! :)
interesovanja: muzika, filmovi, citanje, pisanje recenzija, psihologija, samoubistvo (klub 27), fetusi, puske i pistolji...
muzika:
grunge: NIRVANA, Alice in Chains, Stone Temple Pilots, Mother Love Bone, Temple of the Dog, Malfunkshun, Jerry Cantrell, Soundgarden, Hole, Auf der Maur, Mudhoney, 7 year bitch, Bikini Kill, L7, Babes in toyland, Dinosaur Jr, Sonic youth, Green River, Mad season, Screaming trees, Mark Lanegan, Blind Melon, Kat Bjelland, Sleater-Kinney, Melvins
non-grunge: John Frusciante, Stone Sour, Audioslave, The White Stripes, Foo Fighters, Godsmack, Staind, Garbage, Red Hot Chili Peppers, 3 doors down, Faith No More, Massive Attack, Nine Inch Nails, Marilyn Manson, A Perfect Circle, Corrosion of conformity, Pantera, Down, Superjoint Ritual, Kittie, Riverside, The Cure, Mazzy star, Nine Black Alps, Throwing muses, The raincoats, The Breeders, The Beatles, The Cranberries, Bjork, Natalie Imbruglia, Evanescence, PJ Harvey, REM, The Cult, Mars Volta, JJ72, The Staple Riot, Bruce Springsteen, Pink Floyd, 12 Stones, Fugazi, Queen, Skunk Anansie, Velvet Revolver, Velvet Underground, Juliette Lewis & The Licks
jazz/blues: Norah Jones, Nina Simone, Janis Joplin, Joni Mitchell, Patti Smith, Billie Holiday, Erik Truffaz, The Doors, Led Zeppelin/Robert Plant, Bob Dylan, John Coltrane, Miles Davis
i par srpskih bendova: ekv, euforia, ritam nereda, plug'n'play, incomplete, tehnoloshki vishak, on the run, repetitor, boneyard, rain delay, consecration, thimble, 357
filmovi:
good will hunting, hable con ella, my life without me, prozac nation, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, factory girl, coffee and cigarettes, last days, babel, dead poets society, perfume, sylvia, frances, reality bites, todo sobre mi madre, amores perros, diarios de motocicleta, requiem for a dream, the lord of the rings, walk the line, naboer, secret window, charlie and the chocolate factory, the hours, girl interrupted, gia, suicide club, bone collector, la mala educacion, atame, carne tremula, ghost world, london, man on the moon, volver
tv shows: only fools and horses, south park, californication, weeds, the simpsons, the x files, csi, jackass
knjige:
pisci - dostojevski, kami, kafka, hese, man
pesnici: silvija plat, zak prever, vladislav petkovic dis, branko miljkovic
knjige: ponizeni i uvredjeni, zlocin i kazna, smrt u veneciji, carobni breg, stranac, mit o sizifu, proces, sidarta, stepski vuk, prozak nacija, dervis i smrt, prokleta avlija, mali princ, put za los andjeles, gospodar prstenova
7/11/2007 - Bruce Springsteen - Magic
“Springsteen je pesnik-mehanicar. Oseca se znoj u njegovom glasu i prljavstina u gitari. Dok peva, osecam vlazne ulice, ljubavnike koji se drze za ruke, razbijene branike. Crno mu je pod noktima i vidovitost u ocima. Njegove reci udaraju direktno u mozak, ali njegova gitara i glas napadaju srce. Muzika se cuje, odrazava patnju sveta.”
…a pred nama je jos jedan album coveka koji je “rodjen u USA” u “srecnom gradu”, i istovremeno “rodjen da bezi“, coveka koji ima “gladno srce“,“ljudski dodir“ i voli “igranje u mraku“...
Ako samo zatvorite oci, naci cete se u predgradju New Jersey-ja medju ljudima iz radnicke klase i videcete ga kako vozi mracnim ulicama, slusa radio u svom automobilu, posmatra prolaznike.. Mozda nista novo sto se tice tematike pesama, ali ih on uvek peva na drugaciji nacin. Zelja da ne sazna sta ce se desiti sutra (mozda je tako i bolje, kome trebaju lose vesti?) vec da iskoristi danasnji dan, podsticaj na suocavanje sa samim sobom, dobar provod, zelja da se promeni/probudi svet, preispitivanje... I, naravno, ljubav – Devil's arcade, I'll work for your love, Girls in their summer clothes. Covek koji i danas veruje u romantiku i izgleda i zvuci podjednako dobro kao i pre 30 godina.
Gitara, saksofon i ponekad usna harmonika i nista vise ne treba. Magija je u njegovom glasu.
"Heroes are needed, so heroes get made"?!
8/8/2007 - The White Stripes - Icky Thump
Verovatno su svi bili skeptični oko izlaska novog WS albuma jer su očekivanja posle albuma Elephant i Get behind me Satan velika. Pitanje je bilo da li je moguće napraviti nešto bolje od toga, ili pesme koje su makar približne. U međuvremenu je Jack objavio debi album sa drugim bendom (The Raconteurs), pa se nije znalo koliko će se posvetiti WS-ima i da li ima dovoljno kreativnosti za dva benda. Ne znam kako će ljudi reagovati na nove stvari jer i jesu i nisu slične prethodnim. Prvi singl Icky Thump jeste klasična WS pesma (s tim što je ubačen stilofon), ali treba dobro odslušati i ostale. Posle ove pesme slede You don't know what love is, i 300 M.P.H. Torrential Outpoor Blues, koje su naizgled melodične i mirnije, ali onda upadne Meg sa svojim 'dum-dum-dum' udaranjem. Onda sledi Conquest koja takođe podseća na njihove karakteristične pesme, samo što je ubačena i truba. Dakle, još dosta toga pored gitare i bubnja, i sve to zajedno zvuči neverovatno energično i dobro uklopljeno da je sada teško zamisliti pesme bez toga. I jedan su od retkih bendova kojima polazi za rukom da neke stvari snime iz samo jednog pokušaja i da to bude savršeno. St. Andrew deluje donekle haotično sa svim tim pomešanim zvukovima i Meginim recitovanjem/pevanjem. Početak Little cream soda dosta liči na Seven nation army i The hardest button to button, dok je Rag & Bone kao neki garažni blues, pa onda opet malo osveženje u vidu I'm slowly turning into you, i možda najmirnija pesma na celom albumu A martyr for my love for you koja tako prelepo zvuči. Izgleda da je ovaj album sastavljen od pesama koje idu po sistemu 2-3 tipične WS pesme, pa onda ubačena jedna koja je malo drugačija, da ne bi bilo monotono. Ali u njihovom slučaju to je zanimljivo; s jedne strane jednostavno, ali ne i prosto i dosadno. Treba preslušati sve više puta jer su pesme zahtevnije, ali Icky Thump nikako nije razočaranje!
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